#i do ramble

[mountain-lion-gremlin]

Gonna talk a bit about p-shifting in my opinion because I feel inspired and I honestly am bores

I don't really think I per say agree with the idea that p-shifting can only happen when you are young, or that you cannot voluntarily p-shift at all. I have a feeling that I would've shifted when I was younger, but when you are so focused on surviving your human years you literally cannot expend anymore energy besides what is required of you. (also I'm not even sure if I did shift when I was younger, due to trauma I have memory loss of my childhood 💀, I barely remember much before 12 years of age.)

So I could've, but I literally don't know if I did or didn't 🤷

I don't think you can "learn" to p-shift through lessons, or guides, or methods. But I do think you can learn from experimenting and seeing what others have to say about it. P-shifting is incredibly personal, and I believe that the only way for you to actually p-shift is to realize that there is no method for yourself and you just have *to do it*. Nothing more, nothing less.

I feel like the community as of late has complicated it A LOT, trying to use a bunch of science and methods and workarounds with explanations.... I mean like what else is there to do only you can shift yourself you gotta just sit down and try to do it when you can.

And also, I've noticed that many have said that to p-shift you just sit and mediate and boom you shift (from therians and others who don't do or identify with p-shifting) and like... no? The methods that are seen seem to just be about meditation, but once you try and experience it yourself it's so much deeper than that. There's a lot that goes into it, that I wish I could put into better words besides "a reaching and deep clawing for securing a connection"? That doesn't do it justice really lol

I don't know today has been a long day of muttering and wondering stuff about p-shifting.

[awkwardgtace]

Hey! i have a quick (or long, depends on you!) question, You have a lot of AU's for your characters, so I'm wondering, which AU is YOUR personal fave? if u cant name one, top 3 or 5 works too

heheh ok this can 100% be a verrry loong answer. But the quick answer is easy.

My favorite au is the mafia au. I have a million ideas for that world, it comes super easy compared to some of my other stuff. And I just have fun. It also ties back to my really close friends since it started specifically because of them getting me into magic the gathering during the streets of new capenna set. Still need all the art cards for that set too

The others it's honestly hard to say. I could probably tell you my least favorite, but I don't wanna discourage anyone who likes it so I won't <3

Honestly each has merits. Depending on my mood I fall in love with another one all over again. Seer and the gods is fun cause it's one that feeds into a lot of my interests when i was growing up.

Ian and Mikhail as a whole are fun cause they are some of the oldest ocs I've had, but got a revamp for gt. (always brothers though :D)

The dreaming soul mates au is fun cause i can do strange methods of meetings in it. I keep having ideas for that one.

I could probably have you tell me an au, whether it's one I've listed as I might start or one I've started, and tell you what makes me happy with it.

....... Mafia AU is still my favorite though. Sorry I don't make the rules. Ok I do, but still.

[cypreus-and-willow]

Well, since you want asks: what are you working on rn?

Oooh too many things tbh. But my main projects are:

Chapters 2-4 of my main Digimon Survive fic  ‘To Rebuild a Broken House’ - the first 4 chapters are basically just establishing the setting… but I really wanna get to the fight scenes already 😭 Other than that, I think chapter 2 is coming along nicely

Saki’s chapter for Miu’s Fanfic - which I’m kinda struggling with - she was the easiest for me to get affinity for in the game but I can’t seem to write in her voice (she’s harder for me to write than Miu). Then again, she’s supposed to be a little fairy/pixie character and I’ve never written one of those before lol

I also scrape away at a minicomic about Shuuji and his library when I’m in the mood to draw

I at least try to work on one of these a day but I keep getting distracted by my aus (as you’ve seen). 

But if you mean RIGHT NOW right now, I’m doodling something that was supposed to be for Digimon Survive week 😂

(Thanks for asking 😊)

[sisterdragonwithfeathers]

this is your random reminder to CHECK IF YOU'RE STILL HAVING FUN

are you enjoying scrolling tumblr? watching youtube? reading that book? playing that game? drawing that art? doing that activity? if not,

YOU CAN STOP AND DO SOMETHING ELSE

you don't have to stick to something that you are doing for fun if it isn't fun for you anymore. You can come back! If you've loved it before you are likely to love it again! but you can stop!

Don't get stuck in a loop of doing something that you think should be fun when it isn't! You can put it down for a bit! Maybe that's the very thing that will make it fun again later!

[vasira96]

it's always "immortals always lose the ones they love!" and never "this family has had this incredible, powerful, loving figure present through generations of their lineage, all because they are descended from someone the immortal loved long ago" and i think that's a shame!!

[some-pers0n]

I'm always entertained by people doing those "canon VS fanon" memes where both are misunderstanding characters to such a violent degree 'cause like

[yiga-hellhole]

me when i have like 20 notifications in the span of five minutes and when i go check its just the same guy rapidfire liking and reblogging posts

[antennatoheaven]

[a-drama-addict]

not caring too much about a fandom’s favourite guy is the worst. you’ll think “oh i’ll look into the tag see if anything new and cool’s there” and it’s just that fucking guy again

[goldensunset]

advice i think we should tell children is that when adults say stuff like ‘now that i’m an adult i get really excited about stuff like coffee tables and bathrooms and rugs etc’ they don’t mean ‘and now i don’t care about blorbo and squimbus from my childhood tv shows anymore’ bc your average adult still loves all the same pop culture stuff they always did; they just have a greater appreciation for the mundane as well. growing up just means you can enjoy life twice as much now. you can get really excited about a new stuffed animal AND about a new kitchen sponge. peace and love

[flame-shadow]

hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

[secondbeatsongs]

somehow instead of saying "as a treat", I've started using the phrase "for morale", as if my body is a ship and its crew, and I (the captain) have to keep us in high spirits, lest we suffer a mutiny in the coming days.

and so I will eat this small block of fancy cheese, for morale. I will take a break and drink some tea, for morale. I will pick up that weird bug, for morale.

I'm not sure if it helps, but it does entertain me

[foldingfittedsheets]

It is insane to me that timestamps are optional on this webbed site. A major context clue is just opt in so I’ll reblog something from four years ago and people think it’s happening right just now like babe. Enable your timestamps. Why are you stumbling through the world with one eye closed?

[crowkip]

yeehaw, baby!

[exoflash]

a concerning amount of witchblr will be like "um actually new years was stolen by europeans from the ancient god scroobus mcdoobus" and then you actually try to research scroobus mcdoobus and it turns out he was invented in the 1940s by a conspiracy theorist who powdered every meal with ketamine and thinks that queer people are reincarnated fish